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"Okay", a poem by me
Okay is what I wish I could say I actually felt
Okay is only what I portray myself to be, when someone asks or takes notice
Does the blood shed and tears wept suffice as enough evidence to prove that I’m not actually, okay?
Or am I merely faking it?
That’s your decision to decide when your step into my mind to decipher the true reality of my devilish discussions played out, only in my decisive, discredited imagination.
Maybe I’m just crazy
Maybe I’m a genius and everyone around me is too stupid to even realize, or better yet TRY to comprehend the hand I’ve dealt-
Or rather been dealt in this
Cruel, unimaginable wasteland of hell you people call earth. Because only true serenity can come when those of you are truly, “happy”.
But is it possible to be okay? Because in my mind okay is merely a word, not a emotion, or a feeling.
Okay is just a costume, or rather, makeup to hide what discrepancies are actually bottled up inside me.
Because okay is just a word
And I’m just a person
And there are more people in this world that I even care to ask the number, and I’m never going to meet 99% of them so they could care less if I’m okay.
Because I am,
I’m sorry for always being around.
I’m sorry for being a burdon.
The only thing I do is make sound
When all you do is hurtin.
I just love your daughter so much and she needs me so I stay,
And I need her aswell, because all I did was pray.
Pray day and night to find the true love like her,
And then you said I could stay.
You said if I needed anything I was welcome, because it wasn’t exactly easy. So I accepted your offer,
Packed my things moved out to TC. And now I feel the hatred, it buries me in the sorrow.
The only thing I wish for is that I wake up tomorrow,
only sometimes is it the other way around.
I do a lot more than it seems
I’m not just a fuckin bum
I go to college, have had jobs, clean the house, all because you invited me to stay.
Now you just want me away,
I’m sorry for always being in the way
I’m sorry for being a burden.